Meme time again...

Stolen from _mardybum_

Y O U
C A N
O N L Y
T Y P E
O N E
W O R D ! ! !

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E X P L A N A T I O N S!

One Word Survey:
1. Yourself: Yuck
2. Your Lover: Hmmmm
3. Your Hair: Boring
4. Your Mother: Lovely
5. Your Father: Overworked
6. Your Favorite Item: PS2
7. Your Dream Last Night: None
8. Your Favorite Drink: Water
9. Your Dream Home: High
10. The Room You Are In: Loft
11. Your Pet: None
12. Who You Are Now: Sad
13. Who You Want to be in Ten Years: Happier
14. What You Want to be in Ten Years: Happier
15. What You're Not: Happy
16. Your Best Friend: Moving
17. One of Your Wish list Items: Flat
18. Your Gender: Female
19. The Last Thing You Did: Typed
20. What You Are Wearing: Clothes
21. Your Favorite Weather: Warm
22. Your Favorite Book: Funny
23. The Last Thing You Ate: Biscuit
24. Your Life: Dull
25. Your Mood: Stressed

No rest for the wicked...

I'm so tired and I have absolutely no reason to be. I've been off work for the last three days so I haven't been getting up early. Maybe it's not working that's making me tired.

In theory I'm meant to be using these days off to get my uni work done. So far I'm not doing very well. I've got a particularly badly timed hairdressers appointment tomorrow so I won't be getting much done then either. The problem is that I've lost enthusiasm for my course. I keep telling myself that if I decide to leave the HR profession after 2007 a PGDip in HR will be useful in any new career but I'm really not sure. What do I really want to do with my life? I look at this awful world we live in and think I should be doing more to help sort it out, but how? I'm a nervous wreck and an emotional disaster, I panic at the slightest sign of a crisis and I'm a hopeless salesperson. Perhaps the only meaningful contribution I can make to the world is to keep doing my best in the job I'm doing and try not to make the world any worse. I don't think I'm doing too badly: I don't drive, I don't fly and I recycle everything I can. Also, I try and give as much as I can to charity, although this has fallen by the wayside recently as I'm working on my mortgage deposit.

My friend recently bought a self help book concerning how to stop worrying and enjoy life and offered to lend it to me. I turned her down as books about how to stop worrying tend to make me worry more. They make me worry that I'm worrying too much!

Easter is upon us once more. I have the same problem with Easter that I do about Christmas namely that I'm not a Christian so I feel uneasy celebrating Christian festivals. We're not doing anything as a family this year so I plan to spend Easter Sunday doing college work in my room. My sister is coming over for the day but she'll just spend the whole time talking to mum about children, my presence is a matter of complete insignificance to her.

I'm really enjoying the fan fics on Holding On. I wish I had the time and/or imagination to add my own one as I have a couple of reasonable ideas. I'm not sure I'd manage 'Press Gang' style very well as it's so distinctive. When I wrote fan fic previously it was about 'The Tribe' which I found fairly easy to write for. The style jumped around alot, the plots were strung out and basically anything went. Hmmm.

I've made three more icons to add to my collection. They're still very basic due to my lack of a decent photo manipulation package. Hopefully, my sister's boyfriend will be able to teach me how to use photoshop a bit when I get my new PC. I still only have 8 icons so I've got another 27 to use, what a waste! I tried to make a couple of MSCL icons but the pictures were really dark so they didn't work too well :(

Haven't heard from Cardiff Bloke for a fortnight now. Missing him lots even though it's only been 8 weeks since I saw him. Think it must be hormonal.